I let Go!!

hey I finally feel free about my future helpmate at one point I was anxious for my helpmate to come... but lately I feel relieved.. Thank you Lord because I struggle with this for moment I am sure you all know by know.. thank you for your support and allowing me to vent and discuss. I feel like when he come I can be a friend before the courtship comes... I will Bless the Lord with all my heart and lean not to my own understanding!! I understand Why I had to wait and is still waiting GOD REMOVIN ALL THE OLD TO INPUT THE NEW!!