how ironic

Its interesting how many dreams I have had about giving birth to babies. Some of the dreams were so real that I really felt like I went through at least some of the experience although not the pain of it. And how ironic that even though I have struggled with same sex attraction, the surgery I will have will close the door to me ever being pregnant.
blossom

Are you saying that you are getting ready to have surgery that will "end" your chances to having children? If so, for some Godly reason, I don't want to accept that for you. I think we need to be praying for whatever it is you are having surgery for and believe God for TOTAL healing and deliverance so you won't have to go through that... Do you feel me?

I just came out of the hospital and have had a partial hysterectomy and to remove a fibroid that was 8 pounds, almost like having a baby. I wrote this the day before I was to go in. anyway its all over now.

blossom