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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 2:57 pm

Sorry, I dont even know how to title this and I'm a little nervous about posting this but maybe you all will get a good laugh out of it, but here I go.......

I was with a man who was my husband (but not my husband irl). It seems like I was trying to get his attention and seeking affection from him. We were somewhere that reminded me of those japanese hotel capsules with the tiny rooms for sleeping only. But these capsules were stacked a little higher than what I've seen irl. IRL they are usually two units stacked on top of each other....in the dream it was stacked a lot higher than that, maybe 4 or 5.
I talked him in to going in one of the capsules with me for some intimate time together. We went to one of the top capsules ( I just remember being really far from the ground so I dont know how high we were) We closed the curtain and I wanted to cuddle and be intimate but he was not taking me seriously. There was not much space where we were but I assured him we could work it out and enjoy our time together ( this sounds so crazy. sorry but I'm laughing at myself)
well, he rejected me and pushed me away and I my feelings were hurt so I left. As I was stomping away feeling rejected and unsatisified I grabbed the first guy I see and figured if I couldnt get any affection from the other guy I would find someone else. sorry, I'm trying to be serious here.


anyway, the guy I grapped was the actor Jake Gyllenhaal. (????WHAT??) He was a bit surprised when I grabbed his hand but he didn't fight me. We walk through a door and there seemed to be whites sheets or curtains hanging everywhere. At this time the guy I grabbed was no longer Jake Gyllenhaal, he was now a well known prophet that I saw once irl. (not comfortable putting his name cause he's a real person)
He knew my intentions and didn't fight me off. We began to hug and cuddle...THATS IT! But it was intense and affectionate. He commented that I was in need of this affection. I said to him that I had not had any intimacy in a long time. He didn't reject me but I feel like we were hiding it.
Next scene: there still seemed to be white sheets/curtains everywhere. This part is a little foggy but I was then with a group of homeless people and I seemed to be a part of their group. The prophet was not around and I think he was trying not to be seen, but some people saw him. I even returned back to the group in a sneaky way too. A lady made a comment that "It's ok, He brought us some supplies." She was refering to food and it wasn't a lot but enough.

??? I know there are parts Im not remembering but this is what stuck out the most.

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Post by Mia Sherwood on Sun Jul 25, 2010 3:20 pm

This seems like a really lame interpretation but maybe at first you try to fill a need that seems lacking in your life but then the Lord actually fills the need for you.

Is affection lacking IRL?


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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 3:27 pm

No, I'm not lacking affection, at least not from my husband. If I were to say I was lacking anything I dont know if I would really say it was affection. I've been looking for a church and it's been so difficult....I've almost given up because I've been looking for so long. I haven't connected with a body of christ or a group of christian friends yet. That is whats lacking in my life right now.

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Post by Mia Sherwood on Sun Jul 25, 2010 3:37 pm

May I ask where do you live?


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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 3:39 pm

Florida

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Post by Mia Sherwood on Sun Jul 25, 2010 4:01 pm

Dern. I can't help. :) I used to live in Jax though.


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Post by dreamster on Sun Jul 25, 2010 4:03 pm

shirly ther must be a group in that state u kood join?? im wonderin if ur deire is 4 movin in the supanatural relm,,and perhaps more closa relationship wiv the lord,,while ther r seasons in our lives we need 2 connect an grow,, but not in a buffet way,,if at all possable,, D

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Post by Mia Sherwood on Sun Jul 25, 2010 4:08 pm

what in the world does that say?


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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 4:11 pm

shirly ther must be a group in that state u kood join??
my thoughts exactly

D. I do hunger to be closer to the Lord. And although I do try to draw close to him, I still feel like I'm missing out on something or maybe I'm doing something wrong. I dont know! even though I dont have a church I still try to keep my focus on God.

I recently had a vision that I was pouring a bottle of wine in to a drawer. I poured out the whole bottle and it filled the drawer to the rim, but it was a shallow drawer. Does that mean I'm not "overflowing" like I should be. I wonder if that is telling me something about my search for a church??

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Post by dreamster on Sun Jul 25, 2010 4:17 pm

did u get mi message ok,,let me kno if u miss anythang,, ,,i was ing,,that ur lookin 4 intimacy in the wrong place,,an ur left frustrated an unforfilled,,thats a comman feeling of ppl not usin ther gifts or unable 2 function in ther callin,, i think pourin ur wine in2 ur draw at home isa perfect image of u now,,ur pouring in2 urself not othas,, D catering is extra,

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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 4:27 pm

that ur lookin 4 intimacy in the wrong place,,an ur left frustrated an unforfilled,,thats a comman feeling of ppl not usin ther gifts or unable 2 function in ther callin

really? is it possible to feel that way when you dont even know what your calling is, or your gifts? See.....this is my problem. I feel like I am suppose to be doing something..but I dont know what that is.

i think pourin ur wine in2 ur draw at home isa perfect image of u now,,ur pouring in2 urself not othas,,

I'm not sure what you mean by that....pouring in to myself. can you explain.

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Post by Mia Sherwood on Sun Jul 25, 2010 5:09 pm

Hiding your lamp under a buschel like?


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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 5:25 pm

Hiding your lamp under a buschel like?

Is that what I'm doing wrong? I guess there is only one person who can answer that for me and give me direction.

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Post by dreamster on Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:04 pm

noooo,,not wrong,,jus not all 4 u swty,, we r exhorted 2 refresh oneanutha,, ,,yes it is possable 2 feel that way cos wer designed 2 give/serve/encourage...even as we see the day appearin,, think of urself asa jigsaw piece an thers a puzzle somewher that needs ur shape,, ,,wateva it may be,,wen u fit in ther all will be blessed esply u,, D ,,hummashia,,

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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:18 pm

I see what you mean D!

I feel like that day will never come but I have to believe that God is on my side, I know He is I just need to trust more.
I'm still learning D!
Is it possible that the reason I haven't found a home is because I dont know my gifts? How do I know where I belong if I dont know what I have to offer the body of Christ. I am in need of some discipleship I guess

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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:18 pm

oh....THANK YOU D!!

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Post by dreamster on Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:21 pm

um finda home an ppl will unwrap ur gifts,,think like ur a christmas pressie 2 be unwrapped an enjoyed by those around u,

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Post by Angelwings on Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:32 pm

um finda home an ppl will unwrap ur gifts,,think like ur a christmas pressie 2 be unwrapped an enjoyed by those around u,

ah, I never thought of it that way.

Obviously at the end of my dream when i was with the homeless....that represents me not belonging to a church.. ???
I was confused by that dream at first. I wasn't sure about the prophet part but now I see how the prophet could be the Lord himself. but why so secretive? maybe that shows the intimacy we are to have with Him one on one and not in church?.
what about the food? I haven't had any thoughts on that part yet.

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Post by dreamster on Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:08 pm

u kood hava ministry 2 the poor,,afta all thats true religion accordin 2 jesus, D

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Post by dreamster on Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:09 pm

deep fried wings wood be tasty,, ohh wiv fries,, ptl..

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Post by Angelwings on Tue Jul 27, 2010 5:12 am

what in the world does that say?

i just noticed this comment that was meant for Dreamstr right?


I thought the homeless people and the food that was brought represented those, like me, who are without a church but God still fulfills our needs. ???

anyone agree or disagree?

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Post by Mia Sherwood on Tue Jul 27, 2010 5:59 am

I thought the homeless people were the church too. Didn't think of it that way though, Angel. Makes even more sense.


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Post by Angelwings on Tue Jul 27, 2010 6:40 am

yes, I strongly feel thats what it is.
thanks Mia

I'm going to put that vision on a seperate thread.

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Post by dreamster on Tue Jul 27, 2010 4:26 pm

ohhhh good point a/w,,,a sheep wivoutta sheperd,,,

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