Hey Everybody,

i have not been feeling well for progressively quite some time. Sometimes it's my heart double beating and shooting pain in my chest, or my stomache cramping or I have a hard time getting a deep breath and it feels like I am not getting enough air. The thing is, whenever I fast, pray and cough/gag something out of me... I feel better. But it doesnt last more than a week or two. Tonight has probably been the worst so far. I could not sleep because I feel like I can't breath and my stomache just does not feel good.

I do not have medical insurance. I have relied on God to sustain me physically for the last 7 years since my divorce. I keep standing on healing promises but cannot understand why I am still having to endure the sickness. I am starting to have thoughts that God is not going to intervene and heal me.

When I was married, 1 Pastor and on a different occasion 1 Prayer Warrior both said that God was preparing me for healing and prophesy. Later I was healed of cervical pre-cancerous cells. I have held onto those words spoken over me, waiting for my ministry to begin. But now I am beginning to wonder if now that I am divorced, if it will come to pass. I just don't know what God has planned for me now. I still have a 14 year old daughter that barely speaks to her father and would be devastated if anything happened to me. Especially if she had to go and live with him.

Please intercede on my behalf and ask the Lord to see and hear my concerns and give me insight on his plan for my future. Thank you!!

ugh i feel u c/w,,im in a simila boat,, ,,often wen we get words like that ,,they dont declare the process that comes aftawards, while sickness dont come frm god,,its keeing u frm ur calling and election,,the whole body shood be moveing in healing,,signs an wonders,,advancing the kingdom,,settg captives free raiseing the dead etc, i feel ur frustration ,,,u wanna ,,not ,,, ,,,,um i will pray 4 u,,put ur hand on ur chest, lord jesus we declare an agree 4 healing for c/wp,,u paid tha price already,,let tha glory ovashadow her,,grant her peace frm u lord jesus,,everythang bows its knee 2 u,, D

Thank you for your response. I am beginning to wonder if my divorced has changed my calling or even suffering because of my divorce. I just do not have any clear answer or direction.

Thank you for your prayer!

um ok ugh,,i wood take some asperin at least 2 thin ur blood some,,see a dokta if possable, ,,um no ur calling dont change it mite modify a little,, ,,,D

createdforworship wrote:

Thank you for your response. I am beginning to wonder if my divorced has changed my calling or even suffering because of my divorce. I just do not have any clear answer or direction.

Thank you for your prayer!

For God's gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.] (Romans 11:29 - AMP)

Your divorce has NOTHING to do with your calling. What if God needed you to be free from something that was tying you down from walking in your call? We have to look at things from all perspectives.

I'm praying for your healing because Jesus already went to the cross so that you would walk in Divine Health. What I'm learning is, there is a difference between quoting the scripture and actually believing them. You must believe that the scripture is for YOU! It sounds to me that you are in some condemnation...meaning that you believe that because you divorced your husband that you are being punished. The devil is lying to you sweetie. Jesus went though ALL that He went through so you can be free. Believe that...ask the Holy Spirit to teach you in the Word of God about healing and why it's YOUR inheritence. Walk in it my sister...WALK IN IT!!!!

Blessings...and I'm praying!

hi C,,,yeah tha lordy dont change ,,hes always doin nu thangs,, D

Cholette,

Thank you for your response. I feel encouraged. I began dating a man that I came to believe that he would hinder me in my walk with the Lord and no matter how much I loved Him, I needed to end our engagement. It has been hard, but I know it was what I needed to do if I really wanted to serve God and see this calling come to pass. I began to physically not feel well when we were together. I don't know what else would keep me from my calling. But I will begin asking God to reveal anything to me that I do not see.

Thank you both, again.

D

The only thing that is keeping you from your calling is You...God hasn't changed His mind. You need to get in agreement with what he is doing in your life. We stop the move of God in our lives by doing things in our own strength. The same God that spoke this earth into existence is the same God that has spoken your life into existence. What keeps it from manifesting in the way He desires is our minds. We are told to be transformed by renewing our minds to the Word of God. I'm not saying that you are not doing this and when I use the word "you", I'm speaking to everyone because we all have fallen short in certain areas of our lives, but when we let it go and commend our spirits into God's hands, our lives will take off. I say to you...Take your foot off the brakes. Let go of any ideas you have on how your life should go and trust your life into the hand of God and watch where he takes you.

I understand you wholeheartedly about letting go of a relationship. I've had to do the same thing before and I'm telling you...you will look back and realize that you made the right decision. No person and no thing should ever stand in the way of what God is doing in your life and your relationship with Him. God has a way of restoring those things that you gave up for him.

So Jesus answered and said, “Assuredly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or lands, for My sake and the gospel’s, who shall not receive a hundredfold now in this time—houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions—and in the age to come, eternal life. (Mark 10:29-30)

Be Blessed!

Cholette,

I am definitely taking in every word. I woke up at 1:30 this morning with a throbbing in my right lung. I went into my closet and began praying. Shortly, I came out and read some words of encouragement that I had received from the Lord. I did start praying again, just letting my heart speak to God. I again, started gagging, deep taking my breath away gagging. You know how sometimes when you pray outloud to God, you start praying and you dont know where the words are coming from? I started doing that rebuking the enemy's influence in my life. I believe I have allowed this world to influence my thoughts and actions and God desires to transform my thinking. Joyce Meyer was on tv and i heard her say, when you are in His presence, He gives you everything you need to overcome. Only God can change you. I feel like I need to start fresh and renew my mind in Christ. And as I earnestly seek Him, He will take care of all of my concerns.

Thank you for your continued prayers!!