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Bizarre dream

Post by daughteroftheking on Tue Apr 06, 2010 6:28 pm

This involves my two most recent ex-bfs AGAIN..

The beginning of the dream...my son went to stay out of town, over night, at my aunts.
Then my second last ex calls and convinces me to go drinking with him. I go to my house..with him..my most recent ex is upstairs "sleeping" but I have this sense that he heard me with my other ex.(IRL my most recent ex has until today been an active part of my life in a weird way that I know is not God's will)
I looked into my fridge to find alchohol that had been there since the last time I drank(awhile back now)

Made plans to go to a motel with older ex to drink, my son was there again...playing..he had woken up early. This ex started advancing on me. Before I knew it my recent ex knocked on the door and my son opened it to expose what was going on(as though I were cheating)
He got upset and wanted to fight with my other ex. I for some reason remember then cleaning up a urine stain off of my bed mattress while talking to my recent ex saying "You know how you feel right now? Well whenever you talk about other girls/pornagraphy and call me names this is EXACTLY how I feel! Welcome to my realm!"
And he said "Really?" as if all of a sudden he understood and that was it (IRL this is what he has put me through in the past) I have recently come back to Christ and am again now continuing to battle with the soul tye that comes from this man. I have been seeking God on this one and I am getting that it is not so much an exact of events..but a basic warning of getting entangled in this mess with my dependance on men AGAIN. As I have gone through this with God OVER and OVER again.
My older ex in this dream has also recently been givin the number to where I am staying now by someone who I thought was a friend. So he has been calling and wanting me to go and drink with him.
Thanks much for your input in advance and I would just like to ask for as many prayers as I can get to pull me through this wall I am facing again.
Everytime I have backslidden in my walk with the Lord it has been RIGHT here, involving a man in my life. I never knew my father and I think this has a BIG part of it. I need a revelation on God's love for me. I keep hearing the words inside over and over that our God is a jealous God. He needs all of me.

God bless! Thanks again,

Vanessa

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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by Lisha_1990 on Thu Apr 08, 2010 5:24 pm

Praying... It's hard to get out of that situation. You cant do it alone!! I'm right with you!! Super Pray!!
No Idolizing!! God IS AND WILL BE Jealous. He WILL tear down everything that tries to exalt itself to him! Don't Idolize!! No placing any man (or woman) before him. He will prove to you that He all you need.

I understand how you feel. I hadn't had a father in my life, but that doesn't give me the right to place a man in the Lord's place which is #1. Let these men go. I will continue to pray for you for I am telling you No Idolizing. I dont know why Im saying this but No Idolizing. God WILL SHOW UP AND SHOW OUT!!


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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by daughteroftheking on Thu Apr 08, 2010 6:16 pm

Thanks so much :)

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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by lola21st on Thu Apr 08, 2010 11:10 pm

I never knew my father and I think this has a BIG part of it. I need a revelation on God's love for me.

Hi daughteroftheking -

When I read this part of your post, it really touched my spirit. I remembered something that I first discovered via Facebook and have kept as a reminder of who I am in God's eyes. I'm posting it here because I think it will bless you and others who sometimes need an encouraging Word about God's love for them.

Blessings,

Lurdys


My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

(http://father.weebly.com/index.html)

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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by hind'sfeet on Fri Apr 09, 2010 7:47 pm

daughteroftheking, I have an ex-bf from about 13 years ago, I had asked God to intervene in our relationship because it was Not Godly. I forgot about the prayer and discovered my ex was cheating...

I also recently prayed about a friendship I didn't want because I couldn't handle it, God intervened on that one too.

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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by One Door on Fri Apr 09, 2010 10:22 pm

Hello,

I have not taken the accuracy test.

This is a great dream. I love what God has done here with the symbolism. It shows the Master He is in using symbols. My hope is when you really see this dream for what it is; it will help you to put things in your life into perspective. Your dream is not literal but symbolic. God has taken what is familiar to you in your life with your "exes" and made it symbolic to reveal to you, yourself.

The following is what I see in your dream.
Your 2 exes here are symbolic. The second last ex represents your "ex" life with sin and your most recent ex represents your "ex" life with God. One's child can represent oneself. The son here represents you because son can represent behavior that reveals something about one self and this dream reveals your behavior (toward God). Another way to put it is to see the son here as your conscience, your moral sense.
"....my second last ex calls and convinces me to go drinking with him." Sin calls you and you are influenced by sin (drinking represents being under the influence) to do what you know is wrong and goes against what God would have you to do, but your son went out of town (moral sense has gone from you, no conscience) so you go with the influencing of sin. "I go to my house (speaking of your life with sin)...my most recent ex is upstairs (many times God is referred to as "the man upstairs") sleeping (sometimes we think God is sleeping but in truth He never sleeps) but I have this sense that he heard me with my other ex (saw me in my sin)." "I looked into my fridge (fridge here represents the heart, your heart). You find in the fridge alcohol that had been there since the last time you drank which was a while back. This represents; your heart is influenced by what has gone on in your past.
"Made plans to go to a motel with older ex to drink, my son was there again." You are under the influence of sin, while under the influence of sin, your moral sense shows up and you know what you are doing goes against what God would have you to do. "Before I knew it, my recent ex (God; when you come under the influence of sin and choose it over God, God does become an "ex") knocked (God is knocking at your door [your heart]) on the door and my son opened it to expose what was going on, as though I were cheating". When you started thinking about God, your conscience kicked in and you felt guilt for your sin. "...as though I was cheating". You are cheating on God by engaging in sin. "He got upset and wanted to fight with my other ex." Yes, sin does upset God and He loves you enough to fight to save you. He died on the cross for you and that was no walk in the park for Him. Yes, He is a jealous God and He does not want to share you with the sin you have in your life. I believe urine here represents a repentance that has been done but then you try to wipe it away. It's like you go back and forth with your repenting; repenting of the sin but not turning away from it, which is what God wants you to do, turn away from it.
"You know how you feel right now? Well whenever you talk about other girls, pornography (pornography here represents adultery) call me names this is EXACTLY how I feel! Welcome to my realm!" Remember how you felt in the dream when you spoke this? This is EXACTLY how God feels with your behavior toward Him. We commit adultery with God by choosing sin over Him. Have you ever had a person to accuse you of something they themselves are doing? "Really?" would be a real good reply to that person.
In this dream, God is showing you your behavior toward Him. My prayer is; you really do see this dream for what it is because I believe it will start a change in your heart for God. God loves you so very much!

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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by daughteroftheking on Sat Apr 10, 2010 4:37 am

Oh wow. You are dead on...I've had dreams that I have seen this way before. I ahd a dream once that I lost my son and couldn't find him. I ahd a terrible feeling when I woke up and God spoke and said " this is how I feel when you go away from me." Man that hit me and you're right on the repentance and going back wow. I needed to hear that this morning. I've been slackin on my prayer life.

Thanks so much and God bless your day! :)

Vanessa

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Re: Bizarre dream

Post by One Door on Sat Apr 10, 2010 6:59 am

Hello again,

You have a great attitude. With God you will make it.

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