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Post by awesomegod16 on Thu Mar 11, 2010 3:16 pm

i dreamed i was in the bathroom of my home. i think it looked like the bathroom of my childhood house. there was this woman there who was walking around. i didnt know her. she was very tall, brown skinned and she had no hair on the side of her head but she had this little hat that looked like what bell hops used to wear back in the old days. anyway, when she walked she seemed to glide like she was walking on air or like a model. anyway i was upstairs in this bathroom and my good friend judy was in there. this woman ( who i didnt know) came in too. judy said to me that i should let this woman look at my scars. and i didnt want this woman to look at my scars because i didnt know her and i was embarrassed of them myself. i didnt want anyone seeing me like this. then judy said to me that this could be a breakthrough for me if i allowed this woman to see them. then i woke up.

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by SCGirlyGrl on Thu Mar 11, 2010 4:43 pm

This is just my feeling on this....you either have physical or emotional scars that are embarrasing to you. Sometimes, using discernment of course, it is very liberating and freeing to share about yourself something you consider an embarrasment to you. Also, after you show something you will become less and less embarrased by it.

For example: I was sexually abused by my biological father, I used to feel so ashamed, dirty, embarrased, and "different", but once I began to share that with people I trusted, it liberated me, and now, I'll share it with anyone that it will help.

These are just my thoughts on your post, hope it helps.

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by dreamster on Fri Mar 12, 2010 11:44 am

just mi thorts,,,, um this is mi photo i d..... good points g/gl,,t u 4 shareing that,,hi blossem,, um i feel ur in the process of god ,,its all good ,,but has some awarkward moments,, but nessacery,,the drm is quite clear in its intent,,i do beleave ther will be a person who will minister 2 u relatering 2 the scars,,a servant person,,[bellhops serve ppl]..i look 4ward 2 hearing wat manifests,, D

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by Peter Odhiambo on Fri Mar 12, 2010 1:26 pm

blossom,

what type of scars do you have in real life(emotional scars) some sort of luggage that you have carried on and on,would you see something like that?Something foreign in you that should be exposed and loosened from you .I do not know what the woman stand for but it seems to me that there are issues you need to let go surrender unto the lord,bathroom is a place of washing sounds very spiritual.Isaiah 53:4 says he took our infirmities and would also say shame and embarrassment.

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Post by Peter Odhiambo on Fri Mar 12, 2010 1:28 pm

I responded without looking at other posts please take whatever is said if agrees with your spirit.

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by awesomegod16 on Fri Mar 12, 2010 2:13 pm

well dreamster: there might be a woman who God may have put in my life right now. I am going through some training to help abused kids and have to be trained for it but I felt that I needed to deal with a lot of my own stuff. these kids are foster kids and i really didnt want to get into a situation where i was over my head. so one of the women in this program is a counselor and a christian. she has told me she would not mind helping me. she is the only one who i know of right now who is in my life. we were trying to set up something for tomorrow.
I do have phsyical scars also on my body so it might have something to do with that two although i think it could be both. plus i have no idea who that woman was because she looked kind of different.


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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by dreamster on Fri Mar 12, 2010 4:27 pm

well thats amazin i think,, um tha package mite be unusual,, but im certain ur on trak 4 somethang good,, D

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by awesomegod16 on Sat Mar 13, 2010 7:41 am

I guess what I feel is how do I know its like this is just a dream and not indicative of something that is going to happen? I suppose the dream is like an open ending thing which means that if i decide to do this and let this woman look at my scars then such and such will happen. does a dream show what is or what could be or what will be, or what will be in the future? that's the problem i am having, not that i had the dream but what does god expect me to do about it other than pray about it. is he showing me something that will be going to come to pass?
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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by Dove-Solutions on Sat Mar 13, 2010 8:14 am

Good morning blossom,

These are just my thoughts. Please pray on what I have said. You and I have talked before and I understand your concerns. I also agree with Dreamster that this is a good thing for you. This is the time in your life when my signature verse comes into full view. It is time. The Lord puts us with people to teach us and to help us. No one is in our life by accident. He has done this with me many times and he is doing this for you now. I feel this in my spirit. He just expects you to trust him. Just take little steps. I know it is very difficult but you can do it. I am praying for you and you know you can talk to me anytime. I am always here to listen..

Love in Jesus,

Connie


~Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Himand He will direct your path.~ Proverbs 3:5-6

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by awesomegod16 on Sat Mar 13, 2010 1:31 pm

Dove-
I kind of think you are right because like I was just writing in my journal about the point of no return. I know God has plans. I will definitely take little steps. Thanks
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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by dreamster on Sun Mar 14, 2010 12:06 am

the steps ofa good man/woman r ordered by the lord,, ,,um watch him unfold ur healing,,an the ppl he will bring ur way.. we cant always join the dots etc,,we live in a fix urself world,,but onli god knows wat we realli need,, he can do more 4 us in 5mins than we can in 5years,, D

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by dreamster on Sun Mar 14, 2010 12:09 am

wen the lord touches u ,,u will truely blossem as ur name says,, D

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by awesomegod16 on Tue Mar 16, 2010 5:40 am

oh truly dreamster,

do you think he will even use people to do it or do it himself? i m not sure what i m asking but maybe he doesn't want to use anyone although i know god works through people but maybe he just wants to get the glory. either way he will right? i m thinking cause of this person who is in my life right now, sort of came out of left field how it all came about. i m not saying we would not have met but under the circumstances we did meet. and so i guess i m getting cold feet sort of about it all.

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by dreamster on Tue Mar 16, 2010 11:27 am

um kood be both,,

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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by awesomegod16 on Sun Mar 28, 2010 10:01 am

Update:
I have started counseling and it seems like some things are opening up for me just by taking that step. One thing is that I feel like the dreams I've had were like directing me or leading me to where I should be. I am sure not all of them but a lot of them. I am at the point of no return where I have finally started to accept
the parts that are inside me. I have accepted it for myself and myself
alone. Where will this journey take me? I believe it will take me to
freedom. I have been under the heavy chain of denial and doubt for so
long that now it seems as if I have come outside to enjoy the view of
the sunshine. What will I find? How will I cope? Once I wrote down
that once you enter a journey you have to make sure God is at the head.
that I cannot leave him out that he has to be the one who guides me,
showing me what path and steps to take.
God gave me a scripture the other day from Isaiah 45:2-3 "I will go
before thee, and make the crooked places straight: I will break in
pieces the gates of brass and cut in sunder the bars of iron: And I will
give thee the treasures of darkness, the hidden riches of ancient
places, that thou mayest know that I, the Lord,which call thee by thy
name, am the God of Israel"

I knew right then that God had started to open up things to me. It has
been a long journey for me. It's as if you cannot get these treasures
without some kind of pain or sorrow or suffering. There are no sunny
shinny days when you go through the darkness, and perhaps what you see
in the bright sunshine you will not be able to see in the darkness.
There are some things that I am beginning to realize for myself; that I
cannot compare my life with another person's life or their journey. God
does not do this with me and so I do not do that to anyone else. It's
my own journey, even though I come along side someone else, still we are
different. God chooses how he will want to work in someone's life.
This truth really frees me up to not put myself in a box or label myself
with terms that may cause me to act in a certain way.


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Re: let me look at your scars

Post by dreamster on Sun Mar 28, 2010 8:53 pm

blossom,, ptl,,,a great scrip 4 u,, may the most high ovashadow u always,, D

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