I had a dream that I was in my friend Gabe's (Pastor Gabe) store I was looking at the Bibles. One was small with flowers on the cover. He came to me and asked how I was. I said I am homeless. He said I have a place for you to stay. He walked me through a neighborhood towards a wooded area. He lifted up a square cement block. This was a door to a hidden apartment. You have to climb down to get into it. I seen empty medicine mail order envelopes on the floor in a bag. I walked into the room. There was a big light wood empty baby crib. Then a baby crib with white bedding up on a loft where you need to climb to ladder to reach. I went back to the entrance. I thought well I don't want to stay here because I would have to walk in this dark place when I arrived at night. I also found out that it will cost me $98 dolars for three nights to stay at the apartment. I thought $30 dollars a night. I will just go home and work things out with my Mom and Dad. I then woke up.
Today I am having some side possible side effects of my arthritis medicine. I am considering stopping the medicine to see if it is causing some swelling I have in my throat. I am wondering if my dream is a message about my health or something ?
I get along with my parents. I have lived with them for a year in order to pay off some bills. My Mom had open heart surgery a year ago and it helped to live here during that time. My nephew lives with us and my brother comes home on the weekends. I guess I feel homeless at times. I really don't know if I am supposed to stay until my parents pass away or if some day I will be able to afford to live on my own again.
I think the dream means that going through the woods is facing fears, uncertainty, and other difficult things in my life. I thing the empty medicine bags was that I need to stop my medications. I think the white crib that you need to climb the ladder is a preparation for something new that will come in my life if I face some things in my life and stop the medicine. I will seek a natural alternative for pain relief. I know the process of finding a new medicine and changing my diet etc will be hard journey too. I don't know what going to work things out with my parents mean or the money it would cost to stay at the apartment.
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