So blue...Lord help

I've been revisiting my pain...my loneliness seems encompassing. I long for someone to share my life with, with the Lord's blessing of course. I re-visit and get filled with pain my mistake of choosing the wrong person to share my life with...instead of waiting for God's leading. Then to add salt to my injury, i just stumbled upon pics of an old classmate who got married to someone i cared about a long time ago. and i was filled with such a deep pain, that could have been me...i thot.
Lord when will this pain ever end? When will i laugh or smile again?
I trust that Your plans and future for me is great, Amen.

Well my little sister, you are hanging out with the spirit of despair and that is NOT where you belong. The Bible clearly says in Phil 4:8: "Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things."

Nothing that you've said is true, lovely or of a good report...along with the other things listed. This verse says "If there is anything praiseworthy...meditate on these things". IN other words, if you mediate on anything else, you are subject to experience "the blues". What you meditate on, is what you attract. If you mediate on pain and all of your mistakes, you will repeat and cause more pain. Break the cycle by changing the way you think.

Call me if you need to! I'm still praying for you!!!

thank u big Sis. i am definitely calling u.
thank u