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getting the breath knocked out of me..

Post by Allsmiles on Mon Jun 08, 2009 1:21 am

Sitting on the floor at work (I work at a group home) with some of the girls doing really girly things around me (chatting about their day, riding a tricycle) There is the brother of one of the kids who is hanging around. He looked about two and very cute.. he kept collecting things, taking them from around the room. I said firmly, “Stop! Those are behaviors. You can’t do that here.” Just thinking about this part leaves me unsettled. Immediately, he jabbs his elebow in my stomach. Every time I try to say something he pushes the elbow farther in.. I am out of breath, have my eyes shut. When I open them, I notice our recreational specialist (one of the guys who is a bit older. Honestly, he is a bit of a father figure in my life.) was sitting watching the situation so I tried not to hold the little guy too tight and thought, “ Good thing he’s here..” He watched for a while. I remember looking up and wondering why he didn’t do anything.. so I let go a little more and leaned farther back. He then took the little boy and I took a breath and the girls looked glad that he was finally off. I looked over and Mr. Mike took the little boy, (by this time he had him hanging in a weird, unconventional way, I was just glad that he was off me) He walked into the counselor’s office. I remember waking up from the dream and felt where the little boys elbow had stuck into my stomach.

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Re: getting the breath knocked out of me..

Post by usemeLord on Tue Jun 09, 2009 6:21 pm

Just thoughts is there something that happened around two years ago that you are or are not dealing with.

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Re: getting the breath knocked out of me..

Post by Allsmiles on Wed Jun 10, 2009 7:27 am

2 years ago.. dealing with tons of stuff but I can't pin anything to 2 years ago...

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Re: getting the breath knocked out of me..

Post by Guest on Wed Jun 10, 2009 2:01 pm

This seems to be a spiritual attack, because it hits you in the gut! That's where the spirit man resides according to God's Word. If this has not already occurred, it could be a warning of things to come. Just some observations...The Counselor's office -- the Holy Ghost is the Counselor.

It also seems like this "attack" comes because you take a stand against something that you observe that is not right and speak out against. I would be in prayer about this and be very watchful. If you know that it's coming and already know that the end is victory, the power to harm you is completely removed.

Your work place -- this could be literally in your work place, or it could be your work in the Spirit or your ministry!

Also, this attack stops your "breath" or your voice...it is meant to shut you up! That seems to be the purpose of it.

The part where your father figure didn't get involved at first, and then you let go and moved back...it looks like you'll have to take your hands off the situation and move aside for God to be able to get involved!

Does any of that bear witness to your spirit?

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Post by Allsmiles on Thu Jun 11, 2009 8:38 am

Thank you sprzano. I have been praying and will continue to do so.
I wonder, if this could be a sin that I have been struggling with and know is wrong. Maybe it is trying to effect my ministry with these girls? (I did wake up thinking that one sin) But then again maybe, I am just letting the enemy condem me?

Everything resonates.. Thanks again for the responce. :)

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Post by Guest on Thu Jun 11, 2009 9:03 am

This could definitely be a battle with sin. The enemy doesn't like to turn loose of us when he has held us captive in a ceertain area for a long time. It's obvious that whatever it is you are fighting to get free from it. In this context, God is saying, "Move aside and let Me help you with it!" Sometimes we get so focused on quitting something that we live in condemnation. In my experience with God, I have learned that if I will just press into God's presence and begin to worship Him and love on Him and make it all about Him and grow in His word, I don't have to quit any sin...they will quit me!

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Re: getting the breath knocked out of me..

Post by Allsmiles on Thu Jun 11, 2009 9:17 am

awasome!! Thank-you. Thank-you.

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