I am needing prayer for God's direction on my life. I don't want to miss out on the calling on my life. Right now I have had a major set back and I am timid.

hello,

what has happened?

please, feel free to fill us in on what's going on so we can know exactly what to pray about.


i really want to help.

Well when I accepted my call to a health and wellness minstery, I went to spritual battle. Before I was in a relationship with someone that we both said that God gave us the same message that we should be married. However durring the brief time we were together our issues from our past kept coming up and he was in a rush because he wanted to be married before he became a bishop. Added in the mist of all of this, I stopped run from my calling. It had got to a point that I was giving up on me and was trying to be whatever he wanted. Instead of trusting God, I started calling phyics and TV prophets try to figure out is he was cheating on me. I let the devil and his forces right in. I was having visions in the middle of day. I was having so many dreams that my sprit was stressed. We broke up the day I accepted my call and the fight for my life began. I had a one unexplained supernatural event to happen. Now I am questioning every thing in my life. If it not of God then I don't want it. I don't want to miss out on God. I have had setbacks and I am praying through it. Before all of this it was not that I was not a Christian. I was luke warm I had too many non-christian influences so when I started to get my temp turned up for Christ. Trouble came my way. However this is the best trouble to be included. I rather be in trouble for being with Christ than without

wow, that is quite a handful.


but you're ALREADY in the right place.


you WANT to do things GOD's way.


...so do it.


fill your days with productive activity and study your Bible.

I know that is the short verison . I am at the point that if it is not pure then I don't want to be involved

your DESIRES are a SIGN of where your HEART is...on GOD or on sinful things.


is there anything else you'd like to ask?

right now this is it ... I am taking it one at a time

continue to do what you know you should do.

This statement is a good focus to remember: "If it not of God then I don't want it. I don't want to miss out on God."

You probably have already done the first part of this and maybe you've done the second part, but I don't want to just assume that you have. Firstly, did you take time alone with Jesus and apologize for turning to others instead of to Him? I hear that you have turned away from those other things and are now turning to God again. That's wonderful! Did you remember to speak the words"I'm sorry, Lord" and ask for and receive His forgiveness? Secondly, did you have deliverance minsitry done to expel the spirits you were consulting?

Jodi

lord, we ask for u to bring comfort & peace to lm1977. make way for the HS to rain within her and wash away any anxiousness and replace it with excitement for your presence lord. if there is a particular calling u have for her, please guide her. INJ, amen.