Ok through out the day I don't really pray because I get distracted a lot and don't really read the bible and just want to play computer games. But when I drink coffee I get really spiritual and I pray constantly and praise and read the bible and love doing it a lot. I talk to god as if hes right in front of me. well anyways I want to be like that all the time. I don't like to be lazy when it comes to god. If I could have one thing in the world it would be to be like I am when I drink coffee. because I become a different person really nice very merciful its like a complete transformation. I don't really get it. I want to be like this all the time. I absolutely love reading the bible when I drink coffee. I seek gods heart to the fullest when I drink coffee. I drank some coffee right now. and I just want to stay like this. I just have complete awareness that god is real and hes promises are real and he is totally a fortress for people to run into. and I know that coffee doesent do this to people normally. my mom actually gets annoyed by me when im like this, telling me to stop talking to her about god because that's all I want to do or preach to people. I use to do that until my mom started getting really upset about that so I just stay to my self. and please pray that I stay like this, and I have extreme faith when I drink coffee. this is so strange to me. if anything pray that god pulls me out of the lazy slump so I can serve him to the fullest. I want to work the mind of Christ to the fullest. have my mind focused on god all the time. I don't want to just do it when I drink coffee I want to be like this when I don't drink coffee. I just describing what happens when I drink coffee. and yes I do talk a lot when I drink coffee but I laugh about it. I don't mind. I want to be a living sacrifice to god to the fullest. be aware of him at all times. god is just so amazing I want to serve him at all times, living how the bible tells me to live and I only get like that when I drink coffee. so strange. it would be such a big blessing if my prayer got answered, and god is amazing. can someone tell me how to work my mind so I can be like this all the time. ive been praying for this for a while now. but its gods timing and I will wait. I feel it in my spirit that god wants me to say that to a certain person reading this. god is with you at all times I don't know who but god will deliver you. maby god will tell that person who ever read this part that its for them. I pray that in jesus name. well that's all I have to say. maby coffee helps me focus. I have no idea. and pray that I become humble and not boastfully on my walk with god and always think with a sober mind( im not a drunk just sober as in think clearly). everyone god is truly with us even when we don't know it. anyways I made this post to see why I am like this when I drink coffee anyone got any ideas, and how can I stay like this, change my mind to be like this at all times. even better think according to gods will all the time.

god bless everyone.

I get really spiritual but I don't really think normal, but I know that I have decided to drink tea now because I get really pumped up on coffee