WORRIED!!I got off the train for a dark unwashed old woman!

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WORRIED!!I got off the train for a dark unwashed old woman!

Post by Macleod on Mon Jun 20, 2011 4:17 am

I was aware that I was standing in the street and there was an older lady standing in front of me. There was a lamp post behind her. It was off because it was during the day. I only saw her from shoulders up, she was overweight, ugly teeth and I didn't really like her. She had missed her bus and wanted to get home but was quite rude about it. I must admit, I didn't feel as though it was my responsibility and really just wanted to look the other way. (Some Christian I am hey).

Next thing I'm getting off a train that had been moving fast. I climbed off onto the platform to fetch someone to put them on the train but they were not there waiting, I had to go find them. As I got off I knew I wouldn't make it back in time before the train left, it felt ready to leave again and was aware or saw the dark tunnel it was going to go through as soon as it left this indoor station. The thought crossed my mind to tell someone I was getting off (perhaps so that they would hold the train for me).
I didn't tell anyone but ran to the next platform which was across the rail lines but out of sight of the platform I just came from. There they were, this older woman who had previously missed her bus and a man who was escorting her (he seemed normal). In a frustrated manner I asked why they were not waiting on the correct platform? The man replied something like "she wouldn't go there".

We hurried back to the area where I got off the train, except we were not standing on the same platform, we were looking across over to the one I originally arrived at, the train had gone. I knew it!!! I was in such a panic that we had missed the train, how were we going to get back on or even if we would find another one that was going to take us to where we were going. Deep down I think I knew we would, that wasn't so much the issue in my heart. I felt such a loss that THAT train had gone, all I could see was the tunnel it went through. Even if there was another train, it wasn't THAT train! That was the train I wanted to be on. I woke up feeling, I should NEVER had got off, I was so mad at myself.

i\\'m sorry

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Re: WORRIED!!I got off the train for a dark unwashed old woman!

Post by Delightful soul on Tue Jun 21, 2011 5:21 am

Could it be that you are regretting a decision you made to help someone who you do not have a liking for? Are you feeling that it has cost you some things to help others that you have done to be christian and caring. My thoughts are, boundaries. Helping others some times means not helping. But then again only you know which sacrifice was the right one and maybe the thoughts that there were other trains means there will be other opportunties even if they are not exactly the same.

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Post by Macleod on Tue Jun 21, 2011 10:42 am

Hi Delightful soul, thank you so much for your thoughts. Youíre a star!!! I THINK you may have confirmed something thatís been niggling in the back of my mind. Maybe this dream was a warning.

Could this older woman be a younger girl I know IRL, who is backslidden, but in the dream I see her like this because of her sin? IRL I really do want her to turn back to God but have not spoken to her because I donít have Godís blessing to do so.

A few nights before the train dream I dreamt of her sin and saw it IRL later the following day. I wonít talk to this girl without God telling me to because I know God makes good come from bad, I donít want to take away His glory. I am praying for her and yes, my heart desires to help her, but I haven't because I'm worried I reveal something to her regarding her sin that will absolutely break her heart because she is being deceived by a very dark person.

Could this dream be a warning that if I do try help her, I'll regret it?

Blessings!
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