Meaning of consummation...

My wedding ceremony had already taken place... We went back to this room and he was adamant about consummating the marriage. There were other people around and he kept checking to make sure no one was watching. When he felt everything was safe to proceed, he began. Then he noticed a little girl watching and stopped...

The whole time I laid there patiently and waited on him.

My dreams with this sexual content are a trip!

um is he,,someone u kno??u sound disengaged 2 some degree,um is there an area of a little gurl inside u that fears intimacy,,???was this wiv ur ex??

Yes, I do know the guy. And yes he was my ex AGAIN! I thought maybe the little girl represented my daughter. But I'm asking myself is the little girl in me seeing something? If so, what?

Dreamster, thank you for taking the time out to respond.

ok sweety,,

Are you interceeding for your EX?
It seems that he wants to comeback..but there is something holding
All i know is one thing..God hates divorces..it said that in Malachi
God is a God of Covenants,if you are standing in the gap for your marriage..well this is God telling you to press forward..
if you already desist or justify yourself to do so for what is written in the bible. then a new covenant wil be establish but a witness is in between.
I hate divorce and marital separation and him who covers his garment [his wife] with violence. Therefore keep a watch upon your spirit [that it may be controlled by My Spirit], that you deal not treacherously and faithlessly [with your marriage mate]. It’s hard to see how anyone can read these passages of scripture and believe God would EVER take divorce and separation lightly, or want anything other than the restoration of our marriages. Fortunately, once we understand that, we can confidently rely on God’s promise in Isaiah 55:10-11, which says As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent .Pray always for direction,I know the Lord will Bless you greatly soon all your tears will be thing of the past.
May the Lord Bless You and Keep You.

mbstudent, he's an ex- boyfried. I've never been married.

Also, thank you, mbstudent.