Gave husband a second chance, he let her eat pennies.

I had the most terrible dream last night (it's 4:45 am right now, I
can't even go back to sleep). That I was thinking about giving my
husband a second chance and I left my daughter with him so that I could go
run a few errands. I saw a huge black widow at his house. My daughter was
eating pennies there and choking on them. My husband was careless (which is
very characteristic of him, he once left about a quarter teaspoon of
dishsoap in her bottle when she was two weeks old. I fed her, then she
gagged it all out after she drank the entire bottle) and didn't check
the ground for more pennies, so she kept finding them and swallowing
them. I STILL left her with him. Then when I got done with my
errands, I didn't have enough gas money to get back to our old place.
I started freaking out. I called my husband, he sounded happy to hear from
me (like we were getting back together). I told him that I was going
to come back up, but I didn't tell him that I was planning to take her
back with me because the penny thing started to really bother me. When I got off the phone, I felt stupid because maybe in
his heart he knew that I would take her back with me, so then he'd be
on the run with her. It was night time. Then something happened and I
wasn't going to be able to get back because I was re-routed through
Mexico (I live about 4 hours away from Mexico). Then I saw written on a piece of paper a phone number
341-2051. The last 4 digits of that number are my old landlords who
has been in support of me the whole time. I kept looking at the 341,
thinking it should be another prefix...my landlord's prefix. I don't know, maybe I should
call her.

IRL>>>> I'm freaked out because I can't give my ex-husband an inch, maybe this
is what this dream was about. He stole my car keys when he went to
jail for abusing me and still has them. Which means he can drive by at
any given moment, open my car up and take stuff or it. He moved in
with his unsaved friends who are out to make my life hard. Their house
is less than a mile away from my parent's house where I live. These
people have threatened to call the BBB on my dad (who did a little
construction work for them). They're obviously too involved and maybe
too invested into my husband to see my side of this whole ordeal. The
good news is that my husband has two restraining orders on him, one
from each county....the one he was in before, and the one he is in
now. He's supposed to go to domestic abuse classes soon, if he doesn't
go, he'll be put in jail again.

Please if anyone has an interpretation, a prophetic word, or even some words of counseling for me, that would be really helpful. I have a person that will help me file for a divorce, but I was hoping that I wouldn't have to do that this soon. This has been the hardest thing I've ever been through as of yet.

I really feel this is a warning dream for you Christa. You've spent a lot of your life toiling back and forth whether or not to leave. Like several of us have told you before, your husband is sick and the atmosphere that you were living in with him was not healthy...for you and especially your daughter. I believe God is showing you something here and I believe you need to stay GONE so God can do in you what He needs to do.

At this point, you need to think about your daughter. You are training her in this time of her life. We train our children mostly by what we DO...more than what we say. If she watches you stay in a situation with a man that is abusive and careless, she will choose the same type of man because it will be familiar to her.

I think you should settle down and relax. Rest in the arms of God and let him nurture and heal you. The healing you receive will be healing to your daughter as well. She will sense the peace you have and it will nourish her soul. If your husband is NOT working towards bettering his life, then it's time to move on. I believe God has someone else out there for you...in MY opinion.

This is not an interpretation to your dream...just some insight based on what we discussed before and what I read here. Blessings to you girl...you will make it...it's tough, but precious jewels are created in th are birthed out of the tough stuff!

I don't have an interpretation either but I feel like what Cholette has shared is wise advice.

I pray your STRENGTH in the Lord!

Thanks you guys. I believe that my husband represented the devil and that by not allowing God to fully close a door, I was giving the devil a foothold. I was pretty freaked out this morning, so I prayed good and hard for God to reveal the meaning of that dream to me. I'm much more relaxed now, but I realize that I can't let that door even be ajar because God wants it shut and locked tight.

Hey, ladies!!!Christa, have you reported your keys as stolen by your ex-husband, or atleast stolen? I believe that most insurance companies will re-key your vehicle for free if an unknown person(s) has keyed entry to your vehicle. Carefully note my phrasing here. If you don't know for sure that your husband has your keys, but they are not in your possession, you can get your car re-keyed, and may even be able to get a rental as well.

Ooohhhh that's very good to know. I'll call them tomorrow. Thank you for that info!

ugh sweety,,i kno spidas can represent demonik attack,,ur seeing wats behind ur ex husband not that hes worthy of that title at all,ugh,,

Thanks D......there's no doubt in my mind now that divorce is eminent here. I really need to work on trusting the Holy Spirit for peace and guidance during this process for my and my daughter's sake. Sometimes I wish I could just extract my emotions out of me during times like this, because I get lead by them. UUuuuggh....

ok sweety,,we gotta go tru tha red sea, sweety,, um i desire 2 be vulcan at tmes myself,, live long an prospa,,, always wanted 2 say that on tv,,

That's a good way to put it.........going through the red sea, with the enemy on my tail nonetheless. I heard on the news once that this guy learned the "vulcan" language and taught it to his kids. They were secluded living all alone in the mountains. I think child protective services came and interveined and when they did, the kids knew no English. Poor kids :)

wow thats amazin and sad,,4 tha kids,,um rememba sweety that ur enemys will in tha sea behind u,, tme 4 u 2 enter ur promised land,, D